Wonder and fear? Have you ever felt these emotions because you have realised that a change is about to take place which you have no power over, perhaps you have had to change job or a loved one has died and you have had to move. Life has changed for most of us during the pandemic. We don’t know what life is going to be like in the future Both those who witnessed the risen Christ and the healing of the lame man were filled with mixed emotions because they recognised that if what they were seeing was real it would change their lives and the world as they knew it. I have never seen a ghost. I am not particularly sensitive to spiritual beings or atmospheres that cannot be seen. Those who tell me they have speak of a shade of a person, an insubstantial presence. Sometimes they desire to be rid of that presence and prayers are said so that it goes to where it should be and sometimes people live quite happily in houses they believe to be haunted, recognising that they are unlikely to be harmed; that whatever has been left behind hasn’t got the power to harm them. When Jesus’ followers saw him he wasn’t a shadow of the person he had once been. It was “Jesus himself who stood among them”, not a ghost, not a vision. They were not having a dream or hallucinating. Jesus was real. When he appeared to the 120 sceptical followers in the upper room, they had already heard of how he had appeared to Mary Magdalene and the women and Mr and possibly Mrs Cleophas on the road to Emmaus. Peter, their leader has confirmed that the tomb where Jesus was laid was empty yet they were still startled and terrified! I would be terrified too. Jesus, who had vanished after breaking bread with those he walked with on the Road to Emmaus had just come through locked doors. It is scientifically impossible for flesh and blood to rise from the dead, to emerge out of a sealed and guarded tomb and appear through closed doors. We cannot explain it. We are being asked to believe it as historical fact seen by many witnesses. Jesus behaves entirely in character and out of love for both this small group and the world he died to save. The traditional Jewish greeting, “Peace be with you.” is given by the Prince of peace who will bring everlasting peace to all people. To allay their fears and doubts he gives an invitation: “Look at my hands and my feet; see that it is I myself. Touch me and see; for a ghost does not have flesh and bones as you see that I have.” Then he asks for some broiled fish and eats it in their presence. Ghosts don’t eat do they? Jesus suffered as we suffer. Though Jesus is risen and ascended, he still bares those scars. Jesus is able to heal and deliver us now but often we carry our scars into eternity. God uses and honours our scars to reach out to others. To have a relationship with Jesus, we need to recognise the necessity of the cross. Nails were driven through Jesus’ hands and feet because the world and you and I need saving. Jesus said “Everything written about me in the law of Moses, the prophets, and the psalms must be fulfilled.” Then he opened their minds to understand the scriptures.” From Genesis where an animal is sacrificed to clothe Adam and Eve and cover their sin, through the Exodus and the Passover where an animal is sacrificed to redeem the first born, to the temple, sacrificial system we see the need for the shedding of blood and sacrifice for the remission of sins. Psalm 22 perfectly describes crucifixion and the suffering servant chapters of Isaiah describe the one sacrificed like a lamb so that we might be saved and healed. Jesus must have been with his friends for a long time. There was much to cover. Jesus showed them that his dying on the cross was always part of the plan of God to show us in a moment of time his eternal love. These disciples had failed Jesus but he still sought them and wanted a relationship with them. However badly we fail, Jesus shows us through dying on the cross that there is always a way back, always a place for repentance and forgiveness Repentance and forgiveness of sins is to be proclaimed in his name to all nations, beginning from Jerusalem. We don’t proclaim this message without help. The Holy Spirit gives us the words to say as we rely on him in prayer. Jesus says “See, I am sending upon you what my Father promised; so stay here in the city until you have been clothed with power from on high.” The 120 disciples in the upper room received the Holy Spirit on the day of Pentecost fifty days later. Today Jesus is reaching out to all people everywhere and using us, his body, the Church here on earth. In the Acts reading Peter and John have healed a man in the name of Jesus who had been lame from birth. Everyone recognised him because he begged at to the Beautiful Gate as people entered the temple and now he was walking and leaping and praising God. The Jews thought they had put an end to Jesus healing when they had handed him over to be crucified but now his followers were behaving the same way he did. Peter explained that in their own power they couldn’t make the man walk but in the power and name of Jesus who wasn’t dead as they thought but had risen from the dead and was alive, this man had been made strong and been given “perfect health” It is not surprising the crowds were shocked and frightened. Peter didn’t hold back, “You are guilty; You have killed God, the author of life.” They deserved the death sentence. They couldn’t expect to escape judgement over what they had done. However, Peter says, they didn’t know what they were doing. They therefore needed to repent, change their thinking about Jesus, turn around and follow him and be sorry for their sins. If they did, their sins would be wiped out and they would receive the Holy Spirit. When we make a mess of things through our ignorance and sin God still loves us and reaches out to us through Jesus. When we turn from our sins we receive eternal life. We are invited into our own relationship with Jesus, to experience his reality in our lives and share what God has done for us with a suffering, sinful, hostile world. Sadly, we sometimes resemble the terrified, startled disciples locked in the safety and security of their building As we prepare to celebrate the out pouring of the Holy Spirit, let’s courageously do what he told us to do, and share his message wherever others will listen and allow us to pray with them so they may know Jesus is real too.
Wonder and fear? Have you ever felt these emotions because you have realised that a change is about to take place which you have no power over, perhaps you have had to change job or a loved one has died and you have had to move. Life has changed for most of us during the pandemic. We don’t know what life is going to be like in the future Both those who witnessed the risen Christ and the healing of the lame man were filled with mixed emotions because they recognised that if what they were seeing was real it would change their lives and the world as they knew it. I have never seen a ghost. I am not particularly sensitive to spiritual beings or atmospheres that cannot be seen. Those who tell me they have speak of a shade of a person, an insubstantial presence. Sometimes they desire to be rid of that presence and prayers are said so that it goes to where it should be and sometimes people live quite happily in houses they believe to be haunted, recognising that they are unlikely to be harmed; that whatever has been left behind hasn’t got the power to harm them. When Jesus’ followers saw him he wasn’t a shadow of the person he had once been. It was “Jesus himself who stood among them”, not a ghost, not a vision. They were not having a dream or hallucinating. Jesus was real. When he appeared to the 120 sceptical followers in the upper room, they had already heard of how he had appeared to Mary Magdalene and the women and Mr and possibly Mrs Cleophas on the road to Emmaus. Peter, their leader has confirmed that the tomb where Jesus was laid was empty yet they were still startled and terrified! I would be terrified too. Jesus, who had vanished after breaking bread with those he walked with on the Road to Emmaus had just come through locked doors. It is scientifically impossible for flesh and blood to rise from the dead, to emerge out of a sealed and guarded tomb and appear through closed doors. We cannot explain it. We are being asked to believe it as historical fact seen by many witnesses. Jesus behaves entirely in character and out of love for both this small group and the world he died to save. The traditional Jewish greeting, “Peace be with you.” is given by the Prince of peace who will bring everlasting peace to all people. To allay their fears and doubts he gives an invitation: “Look at my hands and my feet; see that it is I myself. Touch me and see; for a ghost does not have flesh and bones as you see that I have.” Then he asks for some broiled fish and eats it in their presence. Ghosts don’t eat do they? Jesus suffered as we suffer. Though Jesus is risen and ascended, he still bares those scars. Jesus is able to heal and deliver us now but often we carry our scars into eternity. God uses and honours our scars to reach out to others. To have a relationship with Jesus, we need to recognise the necessity of the cross. Nails were driven through Jesus’ hands and feet because the world and you and I need saving. Jesus said “Everything written about me in the law of Moses, the prophets, and the psalms must be fulfilled.” Then he opened their minds to understand the scriptures.” From Genesis where an animal is sacrificed to clothe Adam and Eve and cover their sin, through the Exodus and the Passover where an animal is sacrificed to redeem the first born, to the temple, sacrificial system we see the need for the shedding of blood and sacrifice for the remission of sins. Psalm 22 perfectly describes crucifixion and the suffering servant chapters of Isaiah describe the one sacrificed like a lamb so that we might be saved and healed. Jesus must have been with his friends for a long time. There was much to cover. Jesus showed them that his dying on the cross was always part of the plan of God to show us in a moment of time his eternal love. These disciples had failed Jesus but he still sought them and wanted a relationship with them. However badly we fail, Jesus shows us through dying on the cross that there is always a way back, always a place for repentance and forgiveness Repentance and forgiveness of sins is to be proclaimed in his name to all nations, beginning from Jerusalem. We don’t proclaim this message without help. The Holy Spirit gives us the words to say as we rely on him in prayer. Jesus says “See, I am sending upon you what my Father promised; so stay here in the city until you have been clothed with power from on high.” The 120 disciples in the upper room received the Holy Spirit on the day of Pentecost fifty days later. Today Jesus is reaching out to all people everywhere and using us, his body, the Church here on earth. In the Acts reading Peter and John have healed a man in the name of Jesus who had been lame from birth. Everyone recognised him because he begged at to the Beautiful Gate as people entered the temple and now he was walking and leaping and praising God. The Jews thought they had put an end to Jesus healing when they had handed him over to be crucified but now his followers were behaving the same way he did. Peter explained that in their own power they couldn’t make the man walk but in the power and name of Jesus who wasn’t dead as they thought but had risen from the dead and was alive, this man had been made strong and been given “perfect health” It is not surprising the crowds were shocked and frightened. Peter didn’t hold back, “You are guilty; You have killed God, the author of life.” They deserved the death sentence. They couldn’t expect to escape judgement over what they had done. However, Peter says, they didn’t know what they were doing. They therefore needed to repent, change their thinking about Jesus, turn around and follow him and be sorry for their sins. If they did, their sins would be wiped out and they would receive the Holy Spirit. When we make a mess of things through our ignorance and sin God still loves us and reaches out to us through Jesus. When we turn from our sins we receive eternal life. We are invited into our own relationship with Jesus, to experience his reality in our lives and share what God has done for us with a suffering, sinful, hostile world. Sadly, we sometimes resemble the terrified, startled disciples locked in the safety and security of their building As we prepare to celebrate the out pouring of the Holy Spirit, let’s courageously do what he told us to do, and share his message wherever others will listen and allow us to pray with them so they may know Jesus is real too.
We will be remembering the Queen and the Royal Family in their loss both in our 11.15 am Sunday service andi n our zoom service on Thursday evening.Sadly we can only socially distance 20 people in our building
Jesus’ friends were in lockdown for fear of the Jews. We have been locked away in fear of COVID 19, afraid that we might catch it and die or pass it on to those we love. Fear is at its worst when it separates us from loved ones and neighbours, placing a wedge between us. Fear paralyses us impacting our thinking and decision-making in negative ways, leaving us susceptible to intense emotions and impulsive reactions. Physically it can leave us with a weakened immune system, increased cardiovascular damage, gastrointestinal problems such as ulcers and irritable bowel syndrome, impaired formation of long-term memories, sweating, fatigue, clinical depression, and PSTD. Emerging from lockdown it is becoming apparent that many are suffering with poor mental health. Those sheltering for health reasons living on their own have been particularly vulnerable. Some have slipped into dementia, some are no longer confident enough to go out or drive the car, some have lost track of time, their sense of purpose and place. Many have lost hope and vision for the future. We have been told that our way out of lockdown is science. Whilst this is true to some extent, (I am grateful for the vaccines) it does not address our psychological and spiritual needs. It is not surprising that the disciples of Jesus were afraid. They had witnessed the shameful humiliation of Jesus and had ran away so that they wouldn’t have to witness the horror and brutality of crucifixion. In the brutal society in which they lived, they would have witnessed this horror many times and they knew they could be next. Their Jewish neighbours knew they were disciples of Jesus, so they had hidden themselves away for protection. In our gospel Jesus starts bringing healing to the 120 men and women disciples upon whom the Holy Spirit would fall at Pentecost. Mary Magdalene had excitedly told them that she had seen the Lord and Peter and John had witnessed the empty tomb. We do not know what their thoughts were at this time. My guess is that they were in emotional turmoil, too afraid to think, to believe or disbelieve. Sometimes we feel like that, too exhausted, ill, fearful or depressed to pray. It is too great a risk to open the door of our lives and our hearts to Jesus. Jesus recognises when we are fearful and vulnerable and comes alongside us even when we don’t recognise him or have the power to respond. He asks that we don’t lock him out and when we recognise him we invite him in. Jesus came to his frightened friends, through locked doors in the evening of the day he rose from the dead. He stood among them and used the normal Jewish greeting, ‘Peace be with you,’ used throughout our church services and still used by Jews and Moslems when they greet each other. Shalom! Salaam Aleichem! All that is good for your flourishing in life be yours, healing, mental well being, love, joy, children, good finances and wealth. Jesus could have come with recriminations for the way his disciples had failed him before resuming a relationship with them but this would have been more than they could have coped with, even if it might have been what they expected. Jesus then showed them his hands and side. I do not believe that was just to prove that he was their friend who had been crucified and was now alive. There would have been easier, less gory ways of proving who he was. He was saying suffering is not the last word. He was showing them what it meant to be fully alive, healed, delivered from death, full of the Holy Spirit, full of love, joy and peace. He was also opening the whole of himself up to them. Whilst Jesus’ body still bore the scars of crucifixion, his body was not like ours. He had not knocked on the door and been let in. His spiritual body had come through locked doors. When the disciples become less frozen, they rejoiced. Jesus repeated, ‘Peace be with you,” to disciples more able to receive the gift he brought. When we offer one another the peace in imitation of Jesus we are offering both the gift of ourselves and the peace of Christ within us. How can we hurt or mistrust someone with whom we have shared that peace? Jesus’ next words were not designed to assuage fears. “As the Father has sent me, so I send you.’ Jesus had been sent among us to show his Father’s love and die so we could be forgiven. Now he was sending his friends to continue his work and most of them would become martyrs. By hiding in the upper room, this was what they were trying to avoid. It was dangerous to be associated with Jesus. Jesus was giving them a purpose and an identity, a reason to get up in the morning. They would not have to return to their old jobs. To enable them to succeed in their mission, he breathed on them and said, ‘Receive the Holy Spirit.” There is no evidence that the lives of the disciples were transformed at this moment. They didn’t rush into the streets to preach the gospel. They stayed in the upper room where Jesus visited them again a week later with Thomas present and were still there until the Day of Pentecost 50 days later. The gift of the Holy Spirit would make a difference in their lives enabling them to be like Jesus in the world. Like the breath of God breathing life into Adam and the dry bones that came alive again in Ezekiel, these disciples were receiving the new life Jesus gives. Jesus calls his disciples to tell the world that we need to be forgiven and that if we refuse the forgiveness of Jesus we will not shown God’s mercy. That is a hard message for fearful disciples to bring yet bring yet they did. Even Thomas who was out when Jesus appeared the first time and didn’t believe the testimony of his friends was to become a witness and reputedly took the message of Jesus to India It must have hurt the others when he didn’t believe them. Did he really think that all of them were suffering from mass hysteria and seeing things? There is stubbornness about Thomas. “Unless I see the mark of the nails in his hands and put my finger in the mark of the nails and my hand in his side, I will not believe.” Thomas, not surprisingly, didn’t want to believe. He had been willing to die with Jesus and didn’t want to open himself up to that amount of pain again. When Jesus appeared, he invited Thomas to reach out his hand and put it in his side. Most of us hide our wounds. Jesus opened up the whole of himself to Thomas as he does to us. He invites us to reach out to him and know that he is real. Thomas was convinced. He responded “My Lord and my God!” From that day forward he was going to do what Jesus wanted. Jesus was his God and he worshipped him. Jesus comes to us in our fear and failures bringing healing, forgiveness and peace to us so we can minister to others. He commissions us giving us purpose and breathes his life giving Spirit into us. Believing in Jesus is more than just knowing that he is alive as a fact, it is putting our whole trust in him, having a relationship with him and allowing him to change us. To receive all that Jesus longs to give us and to be all that he wants us to be, we need to unlock the closed doors of our hearts fully trusting him as our Lord and friend. Risen Christ, for whom no door is locked, no entrance barred: open the doors of our hearts, that we may seek the good of others and walk the joyful road of sacrifice and peace, to the praise of God the Father. Amen
