Scripture:

'Meanwhile Saul, still breathing threats and murder against the disciples of the Lord, went to the high priest and asked him for letters to the synagogues at Damascus, so that if he found any who belonged to the Way, men or women, he might bring them bound to Jerusalem. Now as he was going along and approaching Damascus, suddenly a light from heaven flashed around him. He fell to the ground and heard a voice saying to him, ‘Saul, Saul, why do you persecute me?’ He asked, ‘Who are you, Lord?’ The reply came, ‘I am Jesus, whom you are persecuting. But get up and enter the city, and you will be told what you are to do.’ The men who were travelling with him stood speechless because they heard the voice but saw no one. Saul got up from the ground, and though his eyes were open, he could see nothing; so they led him by the hand and brought him into Damascus. For three days he was without sight, and neither ate nor drank.' (Acts 9.1-9)

Reflection:

In Damascus Ananias, an ‘ordinary’ Christian man, was told by God to go to Paul, heal his blindness and baptise him. Knowing Paul’s reputation and his purpose in coming to Damascus it took enormous faith and courage for Ananias to do this, but he did as God had told him. And the rest is history! Paul went on to become a major figure in the spreading of the Christian faith, both by his indefatigable preaching and by his letters which are still a source of teaching and inspiration to us today.

Paul fully believed that he was right, and even that he had God’s authority and approval for his actions. He is neither the first nor the last to claim that God is on his side while committing acts totally contrary to the will of God.

What a contrast to Ananias, whose life of faith and prayer allowed God to use him to further His purposes through a totally changed Paul. His humility and courage echo the words of Jesus: ‘Your will, not mine, be done’. Heavenly Father, give us grace to know your will for us, and courage to carry it out.

Revd Rosemary Kobus van Wengen